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August 7th, 2004


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jinxxxxed
01:44 am
I've got so many images burned in to my mind...it's a wonder I sleep at all.

However, this is not one of those nights where my rest will come "easy." 

I feel the need to repent for something, even if I am unsure as to what the reason it is.  Sometimes I wonder if other people go through the same thing, but I trash that idea and decide it's my Super Ego on a rampage.  That's the great thing about chamomile tea--it slays that wicked beast...and most of my nervous system--but it gets the job done: I sleep and I don't dream.  The androids can dream of as many electric sheep as their processors will allow. 

I think that having so many memories come back to me at once is my way of indirectly searching through the files to see what I have done wrong.  I was hoping I'd get off easy for refusing to play as the Allies in Battlefield 1942.  Alas, I am not that lucky. The name says it all, right?

Mind's still going through the slideshow of my life.  I hope it will be over soon.  I am out of tea.
Current Mood: exhausted

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From:muted_prophecy
Date:August 10th, 2004 04:17 pm (UTC)
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I wish chamomile had any effect on me beyond being rather tasty.

My dreams have been quite odd lately, full of all sorts of things that I'm trying to comprehend just as the alarm goes off.

Bloody thing. I'd yank it out of the wall, but even without it, I wake up just before the punchline.

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